Monday, July 06, 2009
Mission: Street Fishin (Hawaii)
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Hawaii Witnessing (part 1)
My dad sat down to observe how we witnessed, as he has not participated in sharing tracts in public yet and is a little introverted. It took me a couple years from learning WOTM material before I stepped out, so I am just glad that they came along, even just to watch and see how conversations happen in real life.
The last few years in Los Vegas I have been unable to get them to come with me on the streets, to observe (and be there because there is safety in numbers, esp. in that town). My mom has handed out some tracts to children at VBS when she was a teacher in it at their Church. She then moved on to showing the curved tract to children in restaurants in the last few years whenever she felt bold enough to do it. They do leave MDB's and other tracts at restaurants. Their favorite was the large Quarter sized tract Living Waters made.
Well, I wondered if she was going to step out and hand tracts to people today. I wanted to pair them with the couple, mom with her, and dad with him, so they could see how people minister in conversations, but we ended up doing all our own thing.
The guy went across the street and so did my nephew. He handed tracts out pretty boldly, even about 20 yards away from those who were coming our direction. I don't know that anyone refused a tract from him. Kids are kind of cute that way, no one wants to hurt their feelings.
The lady said the area is usually very hard to witness in and they are always encountering spiritual warfare there pretty intensely; which Mom would later find out to be true. She and I stayed on the side of the church and my mom hung out near us by the church, (as a tourist pretending to be a tourist, lol). We handed out tracts and people took them.
It was a little weird with the celebrity tracts whenever I tried using them. I had my own stash of tracts that I brought the living waters million dollar bill, a couple good person tracts from fellowshiptractleague.org, and the your moment of truth tract, (which are good to use because if you don't finish your conversation, they'll read it later and end up with all the things you wanted to share with them, and there is more information on the website the tract points to).
The guy ended up in a good long conversation with a big guy across the street and he took a full sized Bible with him. I hope he shares that encounter with us, because I overheard him telling the lady and my mom parts of it, as I passed out tracts a few feet away while trying to start conversations with people. Not a lot of people stopped to talk to us, but some did take tracts. Others didn't want them.
The Your Moment of Truth tracts worked pretty well and they enabled me to get a foot in the door to a conversation for a minute. However, regardless of the tract we used to start a conversation most people walked away not wanting to talk to us about religious things. It was a little hard to get people into conversations with the celebrity bills than with the other tracts. People did not seem as interested in them as the million dollar bill. I don't think I am going to offer them to people, even in my own area (Hollywood, CA). But maybe because it was Hawaii instead of Hollywood blvd the other tracts worked better.
We handed tracts out to college age and older adults, and also to a few locals who might be homeless. A Korean lady with a stroller and her little 2 year old boy walking next to her stopped to let me show the boy something neat. I held up the two curved tracts & asked him which one is bigger? He pointed to the pink one, then I switched them and looked at his mom for a split second and asked him again "which one is bigger?" he pointed to the blue one. I told him "they are both the same size. They just look like they are bigger." And then I said "you can have this for free to take home with you" and he took them and started running gleefully down the pathway while his mom was still surprised by the illusion and smiled at me while she chased after him. He was like the happiest kid ever, it was so cute!
Witnessing in Hawaii (part 2)
In Part one of our Hawaii witnessing blog… I shared how we got to Hawaii, and pre-arranged to meet with local believers there, to share the gospel in the main touristy area.
We went back past our group and down the waterway path and ran into a homeless looking Rastafarian guy (a colorful character with a few missing teeth) came by us holding a ukulele (guitar). Rhonda offered him a tract and the guy told us he believed in God. He stopped for a minute and we attempted to strike up a conversation with him and ended up asking him about his ukulele. He said he plays “backyard style” which means he just strums on it. So we asked him to play something and he strummed a little. I told him he “played really well.” I also mentioned that it appears one “doesn’t need to know how to play that instrument to make beautiful music” (it truly is beautiful). Then he asked us which church we go to. Rhonda told him where she goes and I told him I am here on vacation and go to a church in Los Angeles, California. So he then broke out in song with the ukulele paying “Amazing Grace”. And Rhonda started humming and singing along so I joined in and then before I knew it she was recording us singing. I’m not sure if you will find that popping up on Utube, but if you do… forgive my voice it’s just a joyful noise box. Hawaii Evangelism pt 3

I asked the mom if she had a religious background. She said yes, catholic. And I told her the back of the million dollar bill asks an important question. Will you go to heaven when you die. I asked if she could name any of the 10 commandments. She said she couldn’t think of any. I told her I’m sure she could remember at least one. (I tried to get her motivated to talk with me). She said she couldn’t, and she really didn’t want to talk to me about religious things. It’s a personal thing for her.
I shared we are out today talking with people, because we know its important to make sure we know where we are going when we die. She was adamantly in her attitude, not really nice, and kind of non responsive (I could tell she did not want to talk). She wasn’t rude or mean, just in a weird way just not wanting to talk. Her preteen daughter was sitting with her and so, I tried to encourage her to read the back of the million dollar bill because its important. I felt like that was a swing and a miss. At least they had the tract, that is the great thing about it. The gospel does the work it is meant to do, by the power of God. So when they read it, hopefully what I was trying to say, would make sense after she read the tract.

We went back to our meeting spot with the group and attempted to give out a few other tracts. Some college age guys took some from me, a few younger girls, and a couple who were walking by.
When the couple was approaching, I wanted to call him a bit closer to us, and then my nephew reached out and offered the Million dollar bill tract. The lady nicely asked him what it was. He looked at me for a second and wasnt sure what to say or do, so he quickly flipped it over and showed her the text on the back. And read he it right out to her “the million dollar question: Will you go to heaven when you die?” She said yes and then they and I talked a minute.
She said her and her husband go to a church down the road from here [so they are locals] and that they know people at YWAM. We talked for about 10 minutes. We shared with them that we are on vacation and are out with a local couple who witness there to the locals and those who come off of the cruise lines. We told them how we share the gospel and etc. It was a nice conversation.
While we were with the others when witnessing (safety first), at one point a creepy older homeless guy (white but very tan, with long blond dreadlocks) came our way. We decided to try to talk to him briefly, to at least hand a tract, he was just not interested in talking. Then I spoke to another native Hawaiian lady who also appeared homeless and had a local friend with her. Most of the people there are Hawaiian natives, white, or tourists.
Later on we packed up and headed back to meet up with the rest of our family. I’m sure we were out for about 3 hours and that was a pretty long time for my parents’ first street “outing.” And I was glad to hear that my mom had been handing out tracts in the walkway in front of the church. After we got back to the resort, she told me she had the hardest people come past her when the other lady and I had shortly walked down the boardwalk.
She said she handed out to a few people as they were walking by and they took the tract and didn’t stop, others turned their face and snubbed her or would not only refuse the tract, (either thinking it was cult material or because they were anti-Christian), but they would also speak rudely to her or say “No” in a very mean way. She tried to hand a large 100 dollar bill to a mother of a couple young children who were walking by, offering it as “play money” and the mother grabbed her little children by the arm and dragged them away as she firmly said in a rude and aggressively way “NO!” Her kids didn’t understand and she treated her children badly because of her (the mom’s) behavior.
My mom told the believer she was teamed up with at the moment that she couldn’t understand how the mother would react that way since the kids can’t even read. When she told me, I mentioned that there could be many reasons; It could be due to a situation in her life where she is mad at God right now, had a pushy family member or someone else she knows try to get her to church, or she had a bad experience with someone who professed to be a Christian and ended up causing her to walk away from spiritual things. No one knows but God, and at least my mom tried. She did her part to share the gospel, even after several people treated her like that.
After we returned home from Hawaii the ones who lived there and joined up with us to share the gospel, had went back to see if the Egyptian couple was still there, so they could talk to them, and encourage them. They were there, and they had a great conversation! The very next day they ran into that couple in a local store and had mentioned to the witnessing couple that they were greatly encouraged by all of us to share the gospel. That was an encouragement to us because we’ve found it’s rare to get a YWAM’er interested in sharing the gospel. I look forward to hearing about their witnessing encounters from this outing too.
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Reaching Den
Den: hi. I am looking to chat. I am a Christian, I am saved.
Christian: Hi Den, Welcome.
Christian: Let me ask, how did you get saved?
Den: i have 3 uncles who are pastors and they shared about how to be saved
Christian: (rephrased - How do people get saved?)
Den: he just let me follow prayer to accept Christ as my personal savior
Christian: I'm kind of confused about your answer so I am probing a little. Please stay with me on this....
Den: ok…
Christian: why would someone need to do that. Why do we need to accept Jesus and pray? what I am saying is that your answer to my question is a little squishy. I am just trying to figure out how you got saved and the reason you wanted to be saved.
Christian: why do you think people need to be saved?
Den: to be in heaven, so that people can have eternal life..
Christian: but why cant people just get to heaven automatically when they die?
Christian: there must be a reason they need saving
Den: become all of us have sinned
Christian: ok. what is sin?
Den: um…
Christian: most people cant answer that, because they've never been told what it is and why its important, but its so vital to the reason we need to be saved.
Den: sin are the bad things we do and disobeying Gods commandments
Christian: can you name some of the commandments?
Den: love God above all
Christian: that's true
Den: honor your father and mother
Christian: how about adultery....
Christian: Jesus said if you look with lust, its adultery of the heart
Den: thou shall not kill
Christian: And Jesus said if we hate someone we are guilty of murder in the heart
Den: stealing is another
Christian: You're right! Those are some of the commandments.
Christian: They cut right to our heart, and they even compose of the things we do in our thoughts and the things we think we do in secret.
Christian: Den, who see's these things we think and do when no one is around?
Den: Jesus
Christian: We'll God tells us that we all fall short of the Glory of God, and his Standard. that standard is the Ten Commandments. God shows it to us as a mirror to our heart. So we see ourselves in truth...
Christian: and so if we break one Commandment in thought word or deed.. we have broken the Law...
Christian: and God demands the death penalty for our crimes.
Christian: Our crimes are not against other people, because they did not create the Law. No, our crimes are against our Holy God.
Christian: And he seeks the death penalty.
Christian: so there's nothing we can do to not want to sin by hating someone. we're all ready in trouble and we cant do anything to get out of it
Christian: This is why Jesus is so important.
Christian: We don't get saved to go to heaven or get eternal life. “We get saved”, or “come to Jesus” so that we will desire righteous, and with our repentance and faith, we are also saved from God's wrath and Hell.
Christian: And we come to Jesus out of gratitude and love for what he did on the cross for us.
Christian: We broke the Law, Jesus paid our fine. Does that make sense?
Den: yes,but what if i committed a mortal sin? what should i do not to hate someone?
Christian: all sins are sins. There is no difference
Christian: If we do something against the Law of God (whether towards God or man) its only a crime against God.
Den: then what should i do?
Christian: well, that is why we come to Jesus for salvation.
Christian: We come because we know we are sinners, that we do not do good (God's word says no one is good and no one does good). His word says “all the things we do are as filthy dirty rags that are only fit to burn.”
Christian: And “we can not earn salvation”, we can not bribe God (the Judge of our soul) with any deeds (because they are worthless).
Christian: All we can do is fall at the feet of Jesus Christ and obey the Gospel...
Christian: This is why I asked you earlier because not everyone who thinks they are saved... is. They hear a gospel message that sounds good but its not the real one. In the end it leads to destruction and hell, that is why I like to make sure anyone I talk to “is” saved by asking these kinds of questions, so that they can hear the biblical message of what we need to do to be saved, and the reason why we need to be saved.
Christian: Has anyone ever told you what you must do to be saved? What God's terms are...?
Den: all i understand is that to accept God as my personal saviour
Christian: But the question is… what does that mean. The gospel tells us that we do not accept God, God accepts us. And we have to know why we need God and what Jesus has to do with it all.
Christian: What we give God is not a flippant acceptance. its based on obedience to the gospel.
Den: after I’m saved i should do good things
Christian: Well, after we are saved we will do things that please God because we are saved, and because GOD does those things through us. We desire to live righteously.
Christian: So this is what the gospel message of God declares and commands:
Christian: “God calls all men everywhere to repent, because he has appointed a day (judgment day) where in he will judge the world in righteousness (according to the Law) through the One he appointed (Jesus Christ)...”
Christian: He calls us to Repent and Trust in Jesus....
Christian: Repentance isnt saying a prayer or saying your sorry and continuing to live as you did before...
Christian: Repentance is a ONE TIME situation where you Talk to God (yourself personally in private - no one else around)....
Christian: Repentance is admitting to God that you are a sinner, that you have violated the Law of God... you name as many sins as you can think of.... and you ask Jesus to forgive you of those sins. Your sins (past, present and future) will be forgiven (once and for all).
Den: is that what should i do 2 be 4given by God?
Christian: I'm still explaining...hold on….
Den: what if im already saved and i committed a sin? can God still forgive me?
Christian: Well, lets first confirm that you are saved first. Because it doesn’t sound like you really are. (ie. since you couldn’t tell me how to be saved, why to be saved, and you gave me a different answer that a Christian should give to those questions…let's confirm you're saved, and then I'll answer that question ok?)
Christian: So, Repentance is admitting to God that you are a sinner, that you have violated the Law of God... (name as many sins as you can think of when you talk to God).... and ask Jesus to forgive you of those sins. Your sins past present and future will be forgiven (once and for all).
Den: ok
Christian: The other part of "repentance" is the turning from those sins. It’s a forsaking of sin. You no longer desire to do what is against God (rebellion, sin, etc)... and you abhor sin (means to hate it, hate it, hate it and want nothing to do with it anymore)...
Christian: So first is Repentance... and the second part is... Trusting Jesus.
Christian: (This is not a fluffy kind of trust.)
Christian: it means that you “believe” Jesus is who the Bible says He is, and who Jesus says He is in the Bible. It also means that you believe that Jesus died on the cross for you’re your sins… that only Jesus can save you from God's coming punishment that will fall upon all who die in their sins (unforgiven sinners).
Christian: If your sins are forgiven ... you are a “forgiven sinner” and not an unforgiven sinner.
Christian: The TRUST you have is that Jesus Christ died on the cross to pay for your crimes against God. And if you receive it, it’s PAID IN FULL. And your case is closed before God.
Christian: You broke the Law and Jesus paid the fine. If you RECEIVE Jesus payment on your behalf, by Telling God you want that FREE gift God offers in Jesus (Forgiveness and eternal life)...
Christian: Then its as if Jesus comes into God's court room... and you are about to be sentenced for serious crimes. You dont have the money or the ability to get out of the situation, are about to be sentenced... and Jesus bursts into the court room... runs up to the Judge and says "I love this man, I sold all I have to pay for His fine." and the Judge looks at you and says you are free to go. This person paid your fine for you. Jesus paid the fine with his life’s blood on the cross. The Justice of God is served, because the fine is paid for IN FULL.... and you are now a free man…with an new friend in whom you are grateful to, and live out that gratitude from this day forward. Praising and Thanking God for saving you.
Christian: Does that make sense?
Den: yah
Christian: Repentance and Trusting in Jesus. That’s it. That’s all you need to do to be saved.
Christian: Once you do that, as you talk to God in prayer, GOD will ACCEPT Jesus work on your behalf, and you will instantly become a forgiven sinner, and an adopted child of God.
Christian: Does that make sense?
Den: yah
Christian: great.
Den: ill do it
Den: thanks
Christian: So when your relatives tried to tell you about the gospel and how to be saved, it doesnt sound like they gave the biblical gospel message. However, I am glad you are going to "Get right with God" and become saved today. You’ll be a Born Again believer!
Christian: You know Jesus not only said to “Repent”, but also that one “Must be born again to enter heaven”.
Den: i think they did tell me, i just didn’t understand so clear.
Christian: If you repent and trust in Christ then you will be born again, and God's spirit will make you into an new person. That transformation is amazing.
Christian: We no longer desire to sin, (but that doesn’t mean we don’t mess up and sin).
Den: im a born again
Christian: Being born again is what happens after you obey the Gospel. You're going to do that tonight, right now, right?
Den: yeah
Den: thanks
Christian: awsome! Praise God. I am so happy. You know... the Bible says that
when you get saved.. .”the Angels in heaven rejoice!”
Den: ive heard that verse
Christian: Here is a website to help you as you begin to grow in the faith, study the Bible (your own personal time in the Bible between you and God).... *****************
Christian: There are important articles in there for new believers to know. But don't go there until after you pray/talk to God.
Den: thanks. i’ll visit it
Christian: Thank you for talking with me tonight!
Christian: BTW, I lead a Bible study class online for new believers. feel free to swing over and join us! **********
Den: okey,by the way its morning here today
Christian: have a great day then and God bless!
Christian: PS.. your question will be answered at that website!
Den: okey thanks
Den: thanks God for using you as a channel
Christian: Have a great day Den! I am blessed to have been here to help you come to know God! Den: thanks to you
Christian: thanks to God using me!
Den: yes
Christian: ok (Go pray to God now)!
Den: are you signing off?
Christian: yep, unless you have another question.
Christian: (I am usually here one hour earlier than we chatted tonight.)
Den: can you help me to share this gospel with my friend?
Christian: Yes. Send them to www.NeedGod.com and then just tell your friend about our conversation.
Den: he's a catholic
Christian: Great. Everyone needs to be saved. Even if they don’t want to hear the gospel of the Bible... YOU know it and YOU will obey it. Don’t let anyone discourage you from the faith! This faith is the only one that saves!
Den: its hard for me to share this with him because dont know if hes interested about listening to God
Christian: its ok. You can just tell him/her about your conversation, and that you became born again today by obeying the gospel of the Bible.
Christian: show him the website and let GOD do the work in him/her towards the truth.
Note…. It could be years and years before they come to Jesus, but God can save them right now if they are open to wanting to be saved!
Christian: Ok, have a great day....and Go pray to God right now before you do anything else!
den: okey, I will
den: thanks
den: good evening
**Chat ended**
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Firefighter Loses Faith
Thursday, January 08, 2009
Earthquake Evangelism
I wonder if what happened tonight was part of a divine appointment. If it brought many to think of the tragedy earthquake occurrence cause around the world. Deaths by the dozens and hundreds, or emotionally shaken people in a frenzy about what just happened. I do know that tonight a former taoist/buhhdist and possible false Christian convert (or atheist trolling/troller) was given information to think about regarding eternity and the real reason we need Christ, and how to be right with God.
January 8, 2009
Online Evangelism Chat Room
Christian: Let me know when you join the room!!
Christian: Welcome everyone! I am here to help you learn more about God, Jesus, Salvation and the basic important topics every new believer needs to know. If you have any questions about salvation; how to be saved, or ensuring you are… just let me know. I am here to help you know more about God and your need for Christ.
Chatter: Hi
Christian: Good evening!
Chatter: Hi, am I the only one here with you?
Chatter:…
Chatter: Is there something wrong with the pc or are you still here?
(time lapsed…)
Christian: I am still here. Sorry... We just had an 5.0 earthquake!
Chatter: Wow ! Sorry to hear that…
Christian: Yeah! But I'm still here chatting!
Chatter: Are you ok?
Christian: Yep! Praise the Lord!!
Chatter: Yes. Thank God.
Chatter: Am I the only person in the room right now?
Christian: It depends. Tonight is a slow night, apparently – but a fast rock n rollen one for me here at home (lol).
Christian: Appears those who were supposed to be here tonight, for the first lesson 2009 did not make it yet. We’ll see if they show up at some point this hour. Maybe they forgot it was tonight.
Christian: Just gives us time to chat a little before we begin…
Chatter: Today is my first day with you. I've been attending chat with Amy and Mike
Christian: Glad to meet you!
Christian: FYI - incase there is a larger earthquake coming (some first ones are just the beginning), I plan to run out of the house. LOL.
Chatter: Where are you ?
Christian: Los Angeles, USA
Christian: You?
Chatter: I'm in Malaysia for 2 months. Will go back to the Netherlands in March and then continue with Amy’s class.
Chatter: Right now, I attend Mike's class
Christian: I see. So when you're in different time zone you pop into another class...
Chatter: Yes. I try to attend every week. I go for bible chat either with Amy or Mike. Only when I'm in the right time zone for each chat.
Christian: that’s good.
Christian: So, what are you learning in the other chat rooms?
Chatter: (statement) I'm a new Christian
Christian: So tell me a little about you - when did you come to Jesus?
Chatter: Some 17 years ago. I had a dream and heard a voice telling me that I will be a Christian one day.
Christian: What was happening in your life (around) the time you had that dream?
Chatter: Nothing. I wasn't close to any Christians and didn't understand anything then.
Chatter: I was only baptized in December
Christian: Forgive me; 17 years ago doesn’t sound like you're a “new” believer. J
Chatter: I know. But I took 16 years to be baptized.
Christian: oh..well,… baptism and being a believer are two different things.
Christian: Were Mike and Amy able to explain that to you?
Chatter: They taught me many things to help my faith grow
Christian: Were there any Christians that came into your life, talked to you, or that you had heard about, 16 years ago?
Chatter: No. But God had His way with me.
Chatter: He was so persistent and I couldn't escape !
Christian: How did you know what a “Christian” was, and how did you “become” a Christian then?
Chatter: When I had the dream, everyone I knew were either taoist or buddhist
Christian: so how did you know the word "Christian"?
Christian: and its meaning?
Chatter: One day, I traveled to the Uk and was ‘stranded’ there for 3 months. Then, I met ‘a long lost relative’ whom my family never knew existed, and God took me from there.
Chatter: from then, I was taught what a Christian is and who Jesus was
Christian: (its my job as a teacher to know where people came from, where they are, and it helps me to understand them and help them in Christ. so sorry if it sounds like I am poking or prying. Just trying to get info to fellowship and teach)
Christian: Oh, So God had a divine appointment for you to go to the UK and meet a Christian. And they told you what Jesus was all about.
Chatter: Not to worry. I wrote my testimony to Mike. The complete story. It's kinda long so if you're interested, I can email it to you.
Christian: no its ok. Chat is fine.
Christian: What did they tell you a "Christian is" ?
Chatter: It was years ago when they exposed me to Christ. From what I learn now, to be a Christian is to take the cross and follow Jesus
Christian: Do you understand what “take the cross and follow Jesus” means? Also…
Christian: do you believe this is “encounter with other believers” is why you had the dream? Because you were learning something or hearing something that you never knew before?
Chatter: Jesus is the bridge to heaven.
Christian: do you believe this encounter with a relative is why you had the dream? Because you were learning something or hearing something that you never knew before?
Chatter: No, I've never heard of anything then.
Christian: so, how did you know what a "Christian" was, from your dream, and what it had to do with God, the God?
Chatter: The dream just came unexpectedly. I was working, I was happy, not that I was under any stress or pressure. The dream just happened and it was so clear that I could still remember that voice !
Chatter: It’s a long story, but God paved the way for me.
Christian: So, just before you came to Jesus, what did you hear that caused you to realize you should be a Christian?
Christian: and why ...
Chatter: Through a business I had been running, things changed, God had a bigger plan for me. Now that site is for a Christian one.
Chatter: It only happened after I got baptized.
Christian: (lets pass on that topic point for now…)
Christian: He always takes things and turns them into what could be for good, if those who follow him obey him and live in the "right".
Chatter: Since I live in Holland, I don't speak Dutch and I couldn't find an English speaking church and stumbled on a website - where I found your organization.
Chatter: Your volunteers helped found me a great bilingual church in Holland
Christian: that sounds great
Christian: So, just before you came to Jesus, what did you hear that caused you to realize you should be a Christian? Like what did someone say to you, ..and then you realized you wanted Jesus…
Chatter: Everyone encouraged me. My parents are both Christians. My mother was converted 7 years ago, my dad was baptized together with me.
Christian: If they encouraged you, over 17 years ago you came to Jesus, how is it that they are just now converted?
Christian: (lets pass on that part for now…) I mean, for you to make the decision you wanted Jesus... what was the reason you decided to? (stay with me, I am going somewhere with this..)
Chatter: in December, when I got baptized, it was good for our family.
Chatter: It was my brother. He got cancer.
Chatter: I was lost and desperate. My brother accepted Christ - but I didn't think it was enough.
Christian: You are right!
Christian: Because someone else went to Jesus...and they said it made them "happy" – it doesn’t mean that it is the true right reason for coming to Jesus, and nor does it mean it would be enough...if you came to Him for happiness or a better life.
Chatter: After I became a Christian, I converted my uncle's family to accept Christ into their lives as well.
Christian: How did you convert them?
Christian: (I mean, help them toward Jesus)
Chatter: I asked them if they really understood what their religion was all about (taoist) and whether they know what happens after they die. They had no clue. And then my aunt asked me what Jesus did for us and all I could say to her is to see the movie "passion of Christ"
Christian: Many follow what they know (in any religion), because they are told it is true, but do not know why they really do it, its expected that everyone has always lived that way as far back as they can know, and so they just do it too. They don’t think anyone would lead them away from the truth of things.
Christian: (by the way, I am saying all these things in a nice tone of voice) Just wanted to make sure you know that … I am not being overbearing, just asking questions to see where you are and how you got there.)
Christian: so, how did a movie about someone being beaten and crucified help them become converted?
Christian: the movie is not in english, it is in latin.
Christian: though it has subtitles....if you can keep up with them, and the visual on the screen (pretty impossible. I know because I watch them).
Chatter: Well, in the taoist beliefs, after one dies, one goes to hell. Her father died a year ago and the monks told her that he went to hell.
Christian: I was told Taoists dont believe in heaven or hell. that is strange. that they believe that, but if they did, why would any Taoist question it. Hell would just be a fact of life and the way things are. It would not cause alarm or fear in those of that religion.
Christian: how did she know he sacrificed and how does she know it was for everyone...just from watching the movie
Chatter: After the movie, she couldn't sleep. It got so deep into her that she started to dream all night. She cried because she saw how Jesus sacrificed for all of us.
Chatter: I told her so.
Christian: oh i see
Chatter: Taoists believe in hell. Heaven is only for their gods and angels. Not for human. Everyone goes to hell. They have 18 levels of hell altogether. So it depends on which level they end up in.
Christian: wow. I never heard that before. And I’ve looked into that belief.
Christian: I have a friend who grew up catholic, not really going to church, and then over the years, even through conversations with me, she has gone a different way. Her boyfriend is muslim, but in the last few years – she changed/leans toward Taoist belief. I find that odd that she envisions only hell then... and not of any heaven.
Christian: weird
Chatter: Its all a kind of "chinese hell" thing.
Chatter: You will find a lot on Chinese hell and nothing on chinese heaven if you search online for it.
Christian: Maybe you can help me with that in a couple of minutes... the questions I have on that, that I am not very familiar with, that might help me with my friend.
Chatter: Yes, sure.
Christian: So back to my original question... what did people say to you that made you realize Jesus was necessary?
Christian: Was it to have a happy and good life, or was it something else, something more important.
Chatter: God planted many dreams into me.
Chatter: The most important thing for the Christian is the eternal life after death !
Christian: but dreams can not teach anything to us that is of truth, when we have not "heard" the truth first, from the Bible or one who teaches the bible. Dreams can be all mixed up with truth and error and fantasy. Its not based on reality and truth.
Christian: You said it is important for life after death. Tell me (in your understanding), why would anyone not get eternal life after death? What I am asking is…Why wouldn’t it be expected for a good eternal life?
Chatter: Jesus came to life after the 3rd day, He has defeated death and He has shown us all that only through Him we will be saved. This is what I tell people.
Christian: why do people need to be saved?
Chatter: Jesus mentioned in the Gospel of John 8 times, "I tell you the truth" for Jesus, being the righteous one, tells us all about the truth.
Christian: yes, that is what I was saying earlier when I said that dreams do not offer truth, they are non reality, fantasy as we sleep at night. All kinds of things from our day are mixed up in our minds, processing it if you will, crossing wires of each data, and weird resulting dreams appear sometimes. But there is no truth revealed or taught in dreams.
Chatter: Being first a taoist, buddist and then truth as a Christian makes me understand the truth. I can compare the differences of these religions and look at them in truth.
Christian: Right, now you are talking about the Bible, and not about dreams...when it comes to the things of God...only the truth is from the Word of God, from God, recorded in the Bible for us to know and learn from.
Christian: That part between the religions and Christianity is good for comparing. It would be helpful for many people. I am glad others are out there with that knowledge to help bring light to darkened and deceived minds of the lost
Chatter: Before I was converted, I had dreams of heaven
Christian: That is confusing to me, if you do not know about, and do not believe in a heaven, but only know of and believe in a hell... it confuses me as to how you could have such dreams. You would not even know the definition of these things, including heaven Please explain...
Chatter: I know, That's why. Then I didn't know what it was about. Then the dreams became very scary when I ignored the dreams about heaven.
Christian: how can dreams about a good and wonderful place, scare someone?
Christian: (just asking)
Chatter: I had dreams about heaven a few times and the last time, I had a dream where I found a dead body wrapped in a cocoon and when I pealed open the cocoon, it was a very serene looking person but this person has very large wings on the back.
Christian: Do you think that at that time in your life, you were hoping for something better in life and death?
Christian: the image seems like a butterfly
Chatter: I was so scared cos' it looked like an angel. I couldn't see whether the wings looked like those of a butterfly.
Christian: if you didnt know what heaven was all about, or the “word” nor “definition of it” for that place {heaven}, how could you know what angels were defined as or were?
Chatter: But after I was baptized, I don't dream of these anymore but I do dream of preaching to people.
Christian: I was hoping you would explain to me more about the Taoist heaven and angels, I suppose I can ask more about that later…
Christian: so, in truth, the dream may not have been about heaven, but about flying free in life – away from burdening religious requirements of the eastern religion…or about butterflies?
Chatter: I didn't know. I asked people who knows but they didn't understand either. I only realize it now after reading the bible.
Christian: Dreams and the Bible? Not sure I follow…
Christian: hold on a minute....
Chatter: Another earthquake ?
Christian: LOL... No... I wouldn’t type for that. Hehehe
Christian: you would just not hear from me for a few minutes or so....LOL I would just run out the door. You would have to hang out for a short time. J Prayer is good too.
Christian: ok... so really, I am getting at tonight, reaching towards, of what I wanted to find out from the beginning…. as to when I asked you why you came to Jesus is the main point, and most important one in Christianity. If this understanding is wrong, the whole faith the person is clinging to is wrong.
Christian: so.. when someone says they came to Jesus... they would normally give an answer that explains “why” they came to Jesus.
Christian: let me put it another way….If you met someone on the street, back then - after you came to Jesus, what would you tell them about WHY they need to be for Jesus?
Chatter: About the understanding…Yes. I know. Many Christians especially those who were brought up from parents who are Christians don't take the trouble to learn into the faith.
Christian: well, not the “deep” about the faith, just the “main” important part. the part that specifically identifies them before God as true believers. The "yes this person is really saved, they came to Jesus for the right reason" or "no this person came under a false gospel, one that does not save, and while they are doing religious things...they still aren’t a real believer” kind of thing…
Christian: So If you met someone on the street, shortly after you came to Jesus, what would you tell them about WHY they need to be with Jesus?
Chatter: I would tell these people that the most important thing in life is the “after life”, which is eternity, that one needs to be saved. We are all only visitors on this earth. Our life here, whether it is suffering or wealth or happiness is only temporary. The most important thing is the life “afterwards” which is eternity.
Christian: I would say that is a little off. Let me explain, the most important thing in life is to 1. Be right with God before we die, or we will not go to a good afterlife. and 2. to live a life of holiness and righteousness because we love Jesus (not because a religious requirement to do things).
Christian: So based on what I said in the last few posts...
Christian: Would you say you came to Jesus because 1. You were sad and wanted to be happy, or 2. because you wanted a better life, or 3. another more important reason ?
Chatter: No, I would say, Jesus came to me first. He gave me the dream, He talked to me.
He sent me to the Uk to meet the right person.
Christian: well, since that doesnt work for everyone in the world equally... I mean in a general way...and for someone to be saved they would have to all come under the same necessary purpose.
Christian: So, what was the reason you made that decision in that moment of time to come to Jesus?
Chatter: He made me understand that we are all beyond control of our live’s when my brother became very sick.
Chatter: Which means, I was lost and He gave me light.
Christian: It is true, we are weak and frail. Life is short, and things in this life are not in our control.
Chatter: Yes. Then He showed me the right way to live. And that we are all just a passerby here on earth, and that He is the only way to eternal life.
Chatter: Then the burden of the fear of death is lightened.
Christian: Ok, but understanding life is short, and learning to live right... something is missing in the middle there that I am trying to get to… in between those two things and it is why you came to Jesus and how.
Christian: there is a reason the fear of death goes away or is lighter
Christian: and its the thing missing in the middle of your explanation; Its the real reason we get right with God and the way we are to do it.
Christian: do you see it?
Christian: here... let me help... perhaps this will spark the response I am hoping you'll see or give me...
Christian: If I said that life is short, and the truth is that we all die ...
Christian: Can you tell me - why do we all die?
Chatter: Well, when I said that life is short, meaning the wealth that you accumulate in this lifetime is meaningless. The most important thing is the spiritual wealth (that is with God and through Jesus' teaching and the words from the bible).
Chatter: The weird thing for me after I've accepted Christ is, the things that made me want so much before I became a Christian became unappealing and uninteresting for me.
Christian: but people dont see that it is worth value, if they are living their happy life doign what they want...
Christian: that last part you said is true... but those who change their moral lives can do that too. they can just stop wanting or doing things. Whether from guilt or from trying to be a better person.
Christian: So...
Christian: Do you believe you are a good person yourself?
Chatter: After seeing what my brother went through, you can be rich, famous and have everything you want, once you are sick, you will realize that whatever you've gotten in this life becomes meaningless.
Christian: It doesn’t matter who we are or what we have in this life materially or if we have power or fame, we will all one day die. People see that in the end they will take nothing with them to the grave. When people see life is short and can end anytime…they think about it, and in truth, are afraid of death. Not knowing what is on the other side....in real answers. not knowing what is really beyond this life
Chatter: So...I tell people, what have you got to lose ? If all that is mentioned by Jesus is true, you go to Heaven. If it's not true, you don't lose anything by believing !
Christian: I totally agree with that.
Christian: but two things... they dont see that it matters, and they don’t want to try anything when they are happy in the lifestyle and behaviors they are comfortable with…and they dont have a reason to come to Jesus that is compelling enough (based on what you have said to me so far).
Chatter: When I was a buddist and taoist, I believed there is no heaven
Chatter: But now I see what Jesus said is true.
Chatter: That if you worship idols, you will not go to heaven.
Christian: Again, the people you or I speak to about God… do not understand about God and Jesus because they are not interested in spiritual things - because their current way of life. They do not want to change, and do not want to think about God or death.
Christian: Let me ask you about your current life…Do you believe you are a good person yourself? good natured, good at heart, etc...
Chatter: I believe that although I haven't done anything wrong, somehow, I've done something that is not right to other people's view.
Christian: what do you mean by "not doing anything wrong"?
Christian: There is only one solid truth as to what is right and wrong. Other people's beliefs in right or wrong are invalid against that truth.
Chatter: I've not harmed anyone
Chatter: Nor stolen
Chatter: Nor cheated
Chatter: Nor lied
Chatter: Nor drank alchohol
Chatter: Nor smoked
Chatter: Nor commited adultery
Christian: Ok, so you are going through some of the commandments. So you see that....
by comparing ourselves to the only true standard, God's Law, …we are not doing right things, we fail to do them perfectly…we are living wrong in God’s eyes and against his commands.
Chatter: I need to leave in a few minutes
Christian: Well, we are just getting to the point I was trying to get to earlier in our conversation, I hope you will stick around to finish that part. Its taken 30 minutes to get here. lol
Christian: So, can you honestly, before God right now, say that you have never told a lie in your whole life?
Christian: Think about it…children tell lies all the time to get out of trouble for things they did that were wrong and do not want to be punished for.
Chatter: A white lie, yes
Christian: The Lord doesn’t separate a type of lie from other lies. A lie is a lie. So in your whole life... how many lies do you think you have told?
Chatter: After becoming a Christian, I would say, I haven't told a lie
Christian: Really? There is a new research statistic that says the average person lies 3 times every 10 minutes.
Christian: Well, I am not the Judge of the Universe, and I know that everyone lies, everyone makes their own choices. They do what is wrong because they want to cover up something they said or did, or make things look in a better light for their own pride or to gain something from it.
Christian: we do it because of our sinful nature we received from Adam and Eve
Christian: Also, just because we claim Christ as our God, doesn’t mean that we are not making mistakes as we live the Christian life. We will still sin, because we are not perfect. We struggle against sin so that we can crucify ourselves daily and follow in Jesus example of godly living.
Christian: So, how many lies do you think you have told?
Chatter: My mother is sitting next to me, she just said I lied by telling her that my bible chat is an hour long. So what do you think of this ?
Chatter: Was I lying when I told her that the bible chat is an hour ?
Chatter: I was telling her the truth but then, I want to hear you out and therefore takes more than an hour which to her, I was lying.
Christian: that is not anything to do with a lie. That is a change of situation.
Christian: a lie is a decision to deceive someone
Christian: I am glad your mother is there with you. Not many people have the joy of their parents living long lives so they can be around when we (you) are a grown adult.
Chatter: I need to go now.
Christian: ok. Well I just wanted to chat a little and go through information with you. My main goal is to make sure those who claim the name of Christ, are really truly saved. If not, I encourage them to get right with God today. You can find this helpful information at www. NeedGod.com. It’s important...please check it out today.
Christian: because whether someone is saved for real, or deceived about thinking they are saved, when they are not... is so important to find out so one can be assured they are saved.
Christian: I wouldn’t want to miss meeting you in heaven some day!
Christian: I do hope we get to chat again.
Chatter: I will be here next weke.
Christian: I am available on open regular chat during the week. You can find me on the schedule page. Visit my chat anytime!
Christian: I'd love to chat more, and see what you have learned too.
Chatter: Can I come to this chat room class next time?
Christian: well, this class is reserved for only new believers; brand new ones. It’s just to help get people started on the right footing as a new believer.
Christian: if you are saved, and have been for years, this class is not for you... but the open regular chat is available to everyone who wants to ask questions or talk more about salvation and Jesus?
Christian: Hope to see you on the live chat some time!
Chatter: Yes.
Christian: ok. I am there once a week.
Chatter: Thanks! See you next week
Christian: have a good night!!!!
Chatter: My email is @yahoo.com
Christian: ok. I'll swing by to ask you some info about Taoist and Buddhist stuff
Christian: thanks!!!
Chatter: good n ight
Christian: don’t forget to check out www.NeedGod.com... and pray about it.
Christian: May God Bless you!
Chatter: God bless you
Christian: good night
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Do you think this guy was an (1) atheist troller, (2) non believer just making things up (3) a former eastern religious person (4) a church goer (5) a saved Christian?
Answer: Only God knows. We can take some things from this discussion and look at what is being said, what was not said, what was not answered, how the person responded, how open they were, how closed or defensive, proud or humble (or humbled), and many other things too, just by their questions, answers, responses, or lack of responses, or lack of ‘reasonable or good’ responses. Perhaps the person is a believer and has never grown, perhaps they just needed help understanding the gospel and how to share it. Well that was what I attempted to do tonight. Explain some things that would either lead them to know how to share the gospel biblically, or lead them through the gospel beginning at the Law, sin, and ending with our need for a Savior to rescue us from God’s righteous coming judgment. Please pray for this person. You can call him amaze-ng. the Lord knows his real name, and real spiritual condition. We are just to bring understanding, light and the gospel message that has the power to save souls.
Happy New Year to you and your family! May you know the Lord more this year, and glorify Him more and more as you tell others about Jesus Christ and their need for Him.
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
The Twin Towers and the Titanic
I had prayed the day we saw the planes fly into the Twin Towers in New York. I have no idea why my husband was drawn to turn on the tv that morning. We never do that. At the time I was working down town LA and decided to stay home that day (I have faith in God, but only an idiot puts themselves into potential harms way) after watching what happened. I prayed there were born again Christians in the towers Twin Towers who, (through all the people’s hysterics and startling emotions knowing they each would not survive or feared they would die), would step forth, in fear and in hope, tell those around them how they could be right with God, now, before they died, explaining quickly why they needed Jesus, and encourage them to repent and trust in Christ (righ then) for they were all about to step into eternity through death’s door.
I had always wondered if there were faithful believers there who did that. But I also had thought about those who were on the Titanic in much the same way. They were told everything was fine. They could go about their business. But tragedy was just around the corner for both. I had imagined what, (in hope), these Christians would say to those around them, (if there were any) in the Towers that day. I wondered if anyone had reached out with the gospel to those around them; imagining the faces and reactions of the frantic people who became scared for their lives, before they heard the gospel. Many did not get that kind of opportunity and had died instantly or while running through the stairwells.
It is true, that most people never get the chance to grow old or die slowly and have time for reflection on life and God before they pass away. Most people die in tragic situations in which they never saw it coming. Such was the fate of those who were on the Titanic. Over 1,500 people died that night. Something like 3,000 died in the Twin Towers terrorist attacks. I know that over 160,000 die every day in the world, and it makes me wonder if there were any faithful believers who reached out to those who were around them when the tragedy struck. On the Titanic, most were not worried or freaking out about the severity of the situation until it really started creaking and they were on the deck, or were in the lifeboats and saw the ship slowly sinking into the ocean.
We will never know about any faithful witnesses in the Twin Towers, this side of eternity. But today I learned that there was one person on the Titanic who evangelized the lost while it was sinking. In fact, he was even leading bible studies onboard, during the trip, even before the tragedy. This faithful servant of Christ was called John Harper.
The Titanic tragedy happened on April 15, 1912. Four years later, at a Titanic survivors meeting in Canada, a man tearfully gave his testimony recounting how John Harper had led him to the Lord.
Let me tell you about this man John Harper and the impact he had on this one; his last convert. John was a Scottish pastor, who lived in London. He started a small Baptist church just shortly after his wife had died. He, his daughter and a nanny were headed to the Moody church in Chicago to preach for three or four months. They sailed there on a new and amazingly large boat. When the ship hit the iceberg he ran to his daughter and made sure she was put into the life raft with the women and other children. John ran back through the ship. Harper was heard shouting, "Let the women, children and the unsaved into the lifeboats." Survivors reported that Harper took off his own life jacket and gave it to another man. No one thought it was a serious situation, because they had been told that this ship was “unsinkable”. When John gave his life jacket away he said "Don't worry about me, I'm not going down, I'm going up!"
As the musicians were playing ragtime tunes, they quickly began to realize the seriousness of the situation and began playing hymns as the stood on the deck of the ship. They played “Nearer my God to thee”, as the ship started to break apart. The band went down with the ship. The last hymn they played was "Autumn," which concludes with the prayer
Hold me up in mighty waters
Keep my eyes on things above,
Righteousness, divine Atonement,
Peace, and everlasting Love.
As the ship was sinking, those who remained on the boat were tossed into the water, or went down with it. By the time the rescue ships arrived, only 6 people were still alive. One man told the story of John Harper when he was interviewed. He said John drifted over to him holding a round preserver, and gave it to him. John said “You need this more than I do.” Then he asked me “Man, are you saved?” I replied “No sir”. John said “Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved.” And then a wave took him away. Not long after, John drifted back towards me and said “Man, are you saved yet?” I replied “No sir, not yet.” With his dying breath, John said “Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved.” The man recalled, “Shortly after that John sunk into the ocean and drown.” [Thinking of that fateful day he then said] “I was John’s last convert - I have been saved.”
His daughter and the nanny survived, and this man, who got saved, was saved twice that day.
Scripture tells us: "Greater love hath no man than this, that he lay down his life for another..." John Harper cared about the souls of men! I hope you do too, every day…not just when tragedy strikes.
I don’t know about you…But I hope that if my life ends tragically, there are many people around in whom I can holler to about the gospel of Christ that saves. Pray to the Lord today, that you would be a more bold witness than you are today, and that he helps equip you to do it biblically and with patience, and with concern for their eternal soul.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Answering Email from Atheists
Dear Family, Friends, and Fellow seed sowers. Here's another great witnessing encounter. I hope it encourages you to boldly share the gospel, and gives you ideas on what you could say to objections or questions you encounter as you witness for Christ.
This was an email conversation I had with an atheist last night, via a conglomerate evangelism ministry that I volunteer at. I was glad to answer their objections and hope that they would gain some understanding as to why there must be a Creator (justice and righteousness must prevail), as well as how we should have such gratitude towards such a wonderful God and Savior; for doing what He didn't need to do, and for offering something to us that we don't deserve, and not giving us what we do deserve.
Dear Ms. Sanza,
Thank you for visiting our site to investigate Jesus more. Surrendering your life to God is the most important decision anyone will ever make in their life. I am here to help you to know God better. Let me start by answering your questions and sharing some things with you to consider.
Aren’t you lying about a God who doesn’t exist?
God most certainly does exist. All you have to do is look out side and see the creation. Just as a painting has a painter, and a building has a builder, so creation has a Creator. He is the master Scientist. His amazing design weaved into creation shows a brilliant intelligent God. This is so very evident if you look into anything in creation, for example the complexity of DNA and the little microscopic like machinery that makes the tiniest parts of our being work and reproduce. God is so very evident in creation.
Where does God define marriage the "Bible?
God defined marriage when he instituted it in the beginning. See the book in the Bible called “Genesis”. This is where God created man and woman and told them to multiply and fill the earth with more people.
If there was a God he/she/it would never allow the kind of hate and things you people spread on it’s behalf anyway.
First, God does not teach us to hate others. He cares about people and that is why he sends his Christians to share the gospel of Love with everyone. Also, God clearly tells us throughout the Scriptures that He is a “He”. Jesus himself in the flesh was a male. However, the Triune God, as a spirit has no sexual gender. Only created beings do. However when Jesus came to earth he took on the masculine form. We were created in God’s image. The first human created by God was a male.
You should be ashamed of spreading lies about God, instilling fear and hate in the hearts of people...
Believers are not ashamed of “the gospel of truth” because it truly offers “truth and life”. By this, God offers us a personal relationship with Him and it is available through the Savior Lord Jesus Christ. We only share what God has said. *Note: We are not ashamed or feel guilt any longer over our sins, because God has removed our crimes against Him forever, by the work of Jesus on the cross.
God is so kind that he offers us a warning about our sins and where it will lead us. Just as a parent tells a child to stay away from the fire or they’ll get burned. Since we have sinned “one time” in our life… the decision to rebel against God, (committing a crime against Him), has caused us to be in trouble with Him. Serious trouble.
This God who created all we have, all we see and has given us the blessings in this life that are good… He deserves our respect, honor, and has every right to call us to be accountable for our lives. He has every right to govern over all that he has created and make the rules for those he created and placed into the world that he owns and rules over. The fear we have towards God is a good and useful fear, just as one who knows a cliff is up ahead on the path along a mountain trail (ie. it is good to fear going near the edge for it will end their life if they slip and fall to their death). So it is good to fear offending God and causing his wrath to abide upon us, to fear the consequences (because we know we are guilty). However, God in his love, grace and mercy has offered us a way out of this serious situation… We are criminals who will be called to the eternal court room to have justice served in our court case before God. However, we can escape this Judgment Day if we are humble and gratefully receive the free gift God offers in Jesus Christ; forgiveness of all sins, right standing with God and eternal life in Heaven. Instead of what we rightly deserve – eternal punishment in Hell for our crimes against God. What a wonderful God and Savior! We do not deserve what he is offering us. God himself came to earth to save us from himself, from his wrath and the consequences of the Law of sin and death. He is not only gracious to warn us of the punishment that is coming, and telling us what it is, but also to offer us a way of rescue and escape from that deserved fate…by the shed blood of Jesus Christ and his death on the cross, and victory that came from His resurrection.
This information alone should melt your heart towards God, and assist you to move from the realm of hating God, to having gratitude for all that God has done for you through Jesus Christ. You can have a right relationship with God, know God personally and live free from sin (by way of life and liberty and freedom) that is found only in Jesus Christ. Your sins and the guilt you have over them can be removed permanently, and so can your case before God – if you (1) repent of your sins, forsake them and stay away from sinning against God, (2) by trusting in Jesus Christ. So, Turn to Jesus and cling to him as you would a parachute…knowing the jump is near. Perfect love in Jesus Christ casts out all your fears and allows you to rejoice and thank God for all he has done for you, as he has for me too.
To learn more about you crimes against God visit http://www.needgod.com/ and see the real reason why you need Jesus Christ.
I hope this helps you in your search for the truth.
May you be blessed!
PS> If you have any other questions please feel free to email me. I will answer any reasonable and thoughtful questions you have that will assist you in your search for the truth. However, you will find many answers to your questions through the below reference materials which are available online or at local (or online) libraries. So check them all out first. They will probably answer all your questions or objections.
How to Know God Exists http://www.livingwaters.com/Merchant2/merchant.mv?Screen=PROD&Product_Code=160
Intelligent Design vs. Evolution http://www.amazon.com/gp/search?index=books&linkCode=qs&keywords=0882701665
Scientific Facts in the Bible http://www.amazon.com/gp/search?index=books&linkCode=qs&keywords=0882708791
Real Evidence and Answers http://www.amazon.com/gp/search?index=books&linkCode=qs&keywords=0882709054
Reasonable Discussion about Evolution for Grown Ups http://www.livingwaters.com/Merchant2/merchant.mv?Screen=PROD&Product_Code=163
There are no Atheists http://www.amazon.com/gp/search?index=books&linkCode=qs&keywords=0882709224
Again, I hope this helps you as you seek to find the real truth.
God tells us all that" if we will seek him with all our heart we will find Him". And His Truth will set you free!
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